Damn and I learned about concerta Crash almost immediately because I was an emotional wreck once it wore off like I'm a grown ass dude and I was weeping every night as the emotions came flowing back in droves.

Maybe if I knew I was ADD as a kid and had the tools to manage it better things would be different but nah. I was never told how to manage as a kid just always loud and disruptive and always my fault.

I make damn good money but at the same time Jesus Christ I'm self destructive outside of my professional career. ADD Drugs may help but at 48 I am not going to risk that journey again. I actually found regular exercise helps a lot