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I hate my stupid mental issues so much, I think people hate me and if my S/O's tone slightly changes, I think he hates me or I did something wrong and then I feel manipulative. I get angry so quickly, IDK what the hell is wrong with me but I hate it. I know I'm just a teen (18) but still. I wish I was normal.

I wish if my S/O didn't respond in a certain way or a dryer way that he hated me, I don't act this way with anyone else, I just think if he stops showing affection (because he always does) that he hates me. I'm so damn manipulative, ugh.

Please be nice and listen. This is a rant, I don't really need advice or to be criticized. I already know I'm messed up mentally.

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[-] RicoPeru 7 points 16 hours ago

not diagnosing, but do you by any chance have bpd or rejection sensitive dysphoria?

[-] relation_anon4238@thelemmy.club 3 points 15 hours ago

Possibly BPD, I’m going to ask a professional for sure

[-] RicoPeru 2 points 15 hours ago

yayyy, ok!!

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