Which strain are you using?

For me it's a double edged sword. Sometimes I finally motivate myself to do some creative project I have been procrastinating, and other times I just get couchlocked or get munchies.

I know I cannot tolerate too much THC without balance with CBD, then I occasionally get the anxious ride. Too much CBD and it's pure relaxation, too much THC and my mind is racing on associative overdrive.

Wish I had a strain and dosage that would have a reliable "therapeutic" effect for focus and motivation.

I have my meds and it's great but I don't like being dependent on a highly controlled substance and regularly go visit some doctor, if I had weed that is close enough.. but I guess if it would exist, somebody would already push it as a treatment option already.

But I totally agree with being able to actually listen on weed. I listen attentively to my wife, or TV shows, or music. Life ist rushing by so fast, being fully immersed in the present for a while is a blessing.