it's been the most difficult detox, they're so stingy with the benzos and j didn't sleep for the first 3 days, had an altercation with a nurse who did my obs, asking me how distressed I am after the nightmare and I said 10, maximum. she said no you're about a 4 I've seen people at 10 and you're not it, I was like BITCH YOUVE NEVER SEEN ME. asked her name and told her she's not fit to push a broom and go rot in a nursing home and to never talk to me again, way more happened but I'm so distressed I won't go into it. so frustrating not being listened to and I'm putting in a complaint when the nurse manager gets here in 20mins. looking forward to the rehab side. sorry for being vulgar feel free to delete this