I cant help but recognize patterns in certain things, i have jumped into some rabbit hole i know i will never be able to climb out of now, many of these truths are something you think only a crazy person would believe, i dont believe im crazy, but i mean, shit dude... idk anymore. Like, iv lost some "friends" over this, but cutting those Hylics off was probably better for me anyway. Iv lost pretty much everyone, im tired of saying "i enjoy my solitude" the truth is that im just a lonely bastard, i cant connect with people, i cant stand talking to these golems who have no nuance, black and white thing, who only react to thier thoughless emotions. I find myself feeling as though i am talking to a meat husk than an actual conscious living soul. I dont want to talk about the current thing, i dont want to do whatever everyone is doing, i dont want to conform to your idea of what is acceptable and tolerable. You have no soul, you have no true principles or values and morals, they dont even practice thier religion wholeheartedly. Every opportunity to climb that social ladder, to be liked, to bask in the acceptance of other soulless idiots. They are the majority of the population, and they are mostly responsible for all the evil in this world. Even so, i wavering, even though i know this, im so lonely i sometimes am willing to ignore this to have some kind of companionship. Im not sure if im strong enough for this. I hope when i post this, i csn breath better.

Separation of Church and States has led to the beginning of a new Dark Ages; the Sanctification of Science is the phenomena of science being manipulated into serving as a religion for atheists to be controlled. Science is being appropriated by politicians and corporations to control the masses through fear and moral standards like religion has done most of human history. The Federal Government, the FDA and big pharmaceutical companies have spent the last decade dismantling the objective nature of the scientific community and has left us with another corrupt vessel for the 1% to use to spread propaganda and control the masses. The 18-45 year old population has denounced religion and defined themselves by a perceived intellectual superiority to religious people and an aggressive moral superiority to anyone who even questions “science”. "Trust the science" was a statement I would have agreed with 5 years ago, like many others, and this blind trust is exactly why the concept of science has been strategically recontextualized in an act of ideological warfare to become synonymous with neoliberal progressiveness ideals as a means to control the younger generation with an appeal to intellectualism and compassion; values that identity politics prey on. This replaces religion as the primary call to action for the patho-responsive working class demographic: Millennials and Zoomers, who need to be tightly controlled since they are the workforce and the consumer base for the corporate oligarchs on top. Its methods of appealing to morality and invoking fear of immense suffering to those non-compliant, paired with being told they are personally responsible for the suffering of others, results in an atheist that is as “God” Fearing and internally tormented as the average Irish Catholic.