grandma is hospitalized, yet I'm more stressed about the relatives I'm staying with. yeah, they've been taking care of her for years now, but they mostly talk shit about her. it clashes with the sweet perception i have.

did i really get to know her?

we're all suffering, but I don't know how to help. I tried cleaning a bit, but my uncle got angry about moving his dirty dishes. the least i want rn is to be a burden.

I've been mentally preparing to be a little down for winter, but this is a smack down.