[-] shojivr@lemmy.zip 1 points 8 hours ago

when i was young, i am fearless and full of energy so looking back, its easier to overcome problem back then compared to now.

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as we know capcut is no longer good for free users, any recommendation for open source video editor? i prefer option to export projects so i can archive it to my drive.

[-] shojivr@lemmy.zip 7 points 21 hours ago

what do you use now?

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windows uninstaller is just so bad that it cannot uninstall lot of preinstalled apps, any recommended uninstaller which is open source?

[-] shojivr@lemmy.zip 3 points 1 day ago

thanks for sharing your experiences, yeah i think i will try to follow your examples since in the end, life is so unpredictable and cruel at same time so might as well do something instead of nothing.

[-] shojivr@lemmy.zip 2 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago)

yes but i just lost 4 years of side hustle recently, taking new side hustle is kinda traumatic for me.

i tried to meet other people but the older you get, the harder it is to get new friends.

also my health problem is not really helping at all.

[-] shojivr@lemmy.zip 8 points 1 day ago

medication only can be provided every week dosage, and physical theraphy for my CTS

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lot of thing happened for me, not even single warning and bang, it hits so hard to the point i feel like i want to give up on life. what happened so far :

  • lost 4+ years of hardwork and source of income due to small mistake
  • money stuck in certain platform and they no guarantee it will be back after 6 months
  • ghosted by "close friends". realized most of them don't care when i am at lowest
  • staying in hotel and Aircon brokes two days before i checkout, and not even single compensation given
  • i still highly depends on medication just to able to sleep, doctor doesnt seem to have empathy
  • i have CTS (Carpal tunnel syndrome) for years and i still cannot regain my full strength back.
  • my career stuck in low income level, and its hard to get new job these days
  • still regularly going to hospital at least 2-3 times a week, to the point i get tired of it already

people say life is blessing, but for me life is suffering, all bad things always happened, i am not even allowed to be happy anymore.

[-] shojivr@lemmy.zip 0 points 2 days ago

because its popular and running for more than 20+ years

[-] shojivr@lemmy.zip 1 points 2 days ago

or they should make theraphy more affordable, so its accesible to everyone

[-] shojivr@lemmy.zip 1 points 2 days ago

well money do solves 90% of the problems

shojivr

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