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The primary thing I experience is called "synchronicity." Some people may be familiar with this term "objects of reference," which is the closest I've found in mental health terminology, but Carl Jung describes this very well. It's what a "burning bush" is in the Bible, and what "white rabbit" was to Neo in that small, unheard of movie about Judeo-Christian mysticism which is the reason everybody knows one specific math word.

And I can explain this, and I do fairly frequently, to be called crazy, so let's just keep this accurate and not precise and say this is a cognitive feature some people are unaware of as they are ruled by Adam (logic) who doesn't listen to Eve (intuition).

But, y'know, right now I am a receiving a pimino melon. This is a type of synchronicity where I perceive my neighbors' cross-talking to me from their balcony. This type of synchronicity is part of a broader class of synchronicity which I called a Voice-Over Diffision. Another example of a VOD is when I am writing on my phone, screen turned away from someone on the other side of the room, cheering with the TV and saying things that directly correlate with what I am writing at that exact moment.

I started naming synchronicities in a way I learned from a man I know as one of my handlers in this three letter abbreviation manner. He had named a few things he called cognitive technologies in this manner, such as the Synchronicity Slip Stream (SSS) - a cognitive state where it feels like God is parting the Red Sea with synchronicities sending you on a cosmic mission; waxes n wanes, many false positives ans very disorienting as the narrative you construct reality from is modified over time - as well as Joint Synchronized Attention (JSA) - a vestigial mode of attention coordination; feels exactly like telepathy, will like my handler's excellent post on it in the comments.

And so I started doing that, and then I realized how much synchronicities could be differentiated as I worked with my art to literally give names to unnamed phenomena in the conscious mind which we can now use to talk about synchronicity in greater depth. You're welcome God! But anyways, I started naming them after berries. So:

Strawberry - notification says something statistically aberrant. Seedless Strawberry is when I receive a notification at an exact moment that changes my mind.

Blueberry - a glitch changes my mind. I have experienced a number of varieties of this from Pandora which I now denote as Plueberry, with a SINGULAR Smushed Plueberry I experienced being a song that had lyrics stopped having lyrics in the middle of the song

Banana - when my social media feeds paint a message. Banana Bunch is when they string together into a chain. Long Banana is when there's a lot of clearly defined semantics in a single Banana

Raspberry - when my phone's keyboard's predictive text suggests statistically aberrant words at times to plant ideas or change my mind. Long Raspberry is when they string together, even going beyond the initially displayed three words. Centerstage Raspberry is when I'm typing a sentence and my words suggested wiggles weirdly to then show something like this:

"A [THREAT] I"

And it really catches my attention and jolts my fight or flight response

Kumquat - when an odd typo glitch occurs that is logically impossible. Y'know, I type "around" and it changes to "affront." I talk about this one the most I think in my art because it results in a quick succession of point A to point B and I need to justify going from talking about turtles to why I was on the news in childhood.

Watermelon - when there is a weird lighting glitch on the keyboard as I'm typing. Like I will clearly type a "g" and the "x" will light up while I was looking at the keyboard, making me freely associate removing that (Ctrl+x). Seedless Watermelon is when I just stare at my screen and a single pixel or some shit will flicker for just long enough for me to process I've seen it. Once happened between the "return" and "home" keys on my phone and made me think I had to abandon my life and go back to Syracuse

There's other stuff, like a Transpondant Read-In, which lets me do TRI Interfaces. This is a divination technique that lets you mindfully observe what you actually know deeper in your unconscious than you can normally perceive, to observe the orthogonalality of your own topological matrix, or, in simpler terms, you see how your brain be folded.

This is the idea of picking up a random book with the intention to extract meaning from a random passage, flipping to a random page and reading the first thing you see. It happens via free association with a random stimulus, and works best with a well-developed descriptor system, like the I Ching (A) or the Bible (Old B; New A), and this is what a good set of tarot cards can beget as well (C to A).

And I mostly do this now with my Random Word Generator, but I also reload my social media feeds over n over to get Waxing n Waning Bananas a lotta the time.

But this is just every day shit for me. I have more, I would likely miss some others, so I keep clumping more together as We go! Thanks for that Kum, God, as it reminded me of that thing We call a topological matrix We are not IN but rather ARE.

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[-] Impractical_Island@lemmy.world 1 points 2 weeks ago
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